Missing you...

Today I miss you.  I realize that I am forgetting details of you, your smells, your expressions, your ways with people.  We went camping this week. we stayed in a yurt, you would have loved it, I thought of you the whole time.  It rained so hard the whole time, the sound of the rain at night was beautiful, the smell of the rain during the day was refreshing.  My life is so full, I am blessed.  You would love to see how the girls have grown and dear sweet Hope would melt your heart.  I knew this would happen, and when it did I would feel panicky, part of healing is that whole letting go part- it sucks.  I miss you Dad, I am needing a bear hug and slobbery mustache kiss.  Life is good, I love you.  Love, Jules